I dreamt of you, us last night. I dreamt the dream that i've been secretly hoping for so damn long. In fact, it wasn't the first. But this time round, it was so real. Like REAL. And i truely felt so blessed, in my dream. But after a while, you were the same. The same. Nothing has changed.
There are so much things that i wanna tell you, so much feelings, emotions, thoughts that i just wanna blast out to you. But I know you will never be here to listen. Coz the person whom i love so dearly has died, a long time ago. And i wished I was dead too.
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I dreamt of me and them last night. I dreamt the dream that i've not been secretly hoping for so damn long. In fact, it was the first. But this time round, it was so real. Like REAL. And i truely felt so weird, in my dream. But after a while, it was the same. The same. Nothing has changed. Everybody's eating baked babies.
SEE YOU LATER GIRL! ;)
The bottom line is, you do feel better already, haven't you? Even a teeny bit? Celebrate that small step you took girl. ;)
yeah a bit better. But just when thinggs look brighter, parents have to quarrel again, and i don't know for what fucking reason, im starting to miss him again.
you know, i could already feel the tension when i was in the car. and at that moment, i just feel like telling you, "Bear with it for a while and you would be free from this. Some distance and space is always good. I don't know how you put up with all this, i think you're really strong."
Meanwhile, you are free to bunk in at my place anytime! Com'on, it'd be fun! You can help out at my stall in the night and then you can come with us and stay overnight :)
im not at all. im living every moment in fear. the reason why im still here is just that i dun want the worst to happen. i dun noe, at this moment, i really want to help, but i dun noe what i can do, or even if i have the courage to.
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