What a year it has been. I spent three quarters of my 21st in pain, misery, self doubt, insecureness, hatred, anger, confusion and what not. I've not emerged as a stronger jo. But a numb jo. And a jo who never cried so much in her life before. Im still afraid, i don't know what shit lies ahead. I just pray for a peaceful year.

And yeah, i got it. So i will be in Taiwan for 5 months. Good, i suppose.

Start anew? I don't know how to. I feel real old.

Finally, i will be travelling, without you. Im ready to embark on the journey, afterall, i've got nothing to lose.

Farewell :)