My dear girls

Im setting off to Gao Xiong in half an hour. Hope all of you are well and fine :) Getting emo these days. Must be the depressing weather.

I like exploring Taipei alone. I enjoy my own private time. Alone time doesn't put me off like how it used to. But i do think a lot, especially when it comes to taking pictures, thinking about how things work, looking at people, observing the workings of the city...... And when im back in my room, I will think about him. What's he doing now? How's he getting on? Is he attached? He travelled.... to places that we once planned to travel to together.

Someone asked me if i bother to speak to him again, or simply to find out how's he doing. Truth is, I do, but in a discreet manner. But i proudly declare that I don't. Simply because that he wasn't the same person that i loved and there isn't a point to find out. But, did I ever tell you that it's for fear of being hurt again? It will only serve as reminder to me that the person i love is dead. Gone.

For now, Im still not ready to declare that Im grateful that he was once an important part of my life. However I'm somewhat proud of my ability to love. But not anymore.

Love
Jo